Smile

[Reiyyan]

Smile
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The little girls run around through the grass
Having fun, shouting and screaming

The little boys cycle through the park
Enjoy their life laughing and chuckling

The caring mommies sit on the grass
Staring at their children enjoying, making sure that they don’t get hurt

The executive daddies sit on the benches
Discussing their future plans, finding ways to make more money for the family.

And……
I……I….

I sit alone in the dark corner under a dark tree
Where the black crows sing….
They sing the song of death.

My dark black hair fall on my eyes.
I look at the world through my dark black eyes.
My heart burns with hatred

I scream in my head
I cry in my head
I shriek in my head

I look at my shirt, jet black
I look at my trousers, jet black
I look at my surroundings, jet black

The only light in me
Was the light of the fire in my eyes

I don’t look up at the world
I don’t wish to see the boys laugh and the girl run in joy.
I don’t want to see the mothers telling their children to go away from me
I don’t want to see the fathers faces staring at me with hatred.

I don’t want to see any smiles.

I look at you my love, and then something strange happens.
I look up, through my dark hair, stare at you
Stare at you with love or maybe with hatred
Suddenly I smile………I smile and evil smile, an evil grin. I hate you.