Miko
11-14-2007, 02:37 AM
(horrible. >_>)
I sit there, in this room
Where i am, i see so much
The gossip, the bickering, the socialization.
Would i want to be apart of that?
My eyes close, Just for a blink
But thoughts, images BY THE MILLIONS FLOOD MY MIND!!
Imagine the possibilities?
I stop. I come to this...this one situation.
I see myself, am i one of them?
I'm gossiping? I'm Bickering? I'm socializing?
But yes, I'm smiling, The look of happiness!!
Do i really fit in now?!
But of course, i open my eyes..
Only to find bits and pieces of food thrown at me.
I have become the center of attention.
But for the wrong reasons.
Is this how I'm viewed?
The laughing stock?
For my pain,
Comes other people's pleasures?
If they actually get to know who i am.
If they actually knew me.
I sit there, in this room
Where i am, i see so much
The gossip, the bickering, the socialization.
Would i want to be apart of that?
My eyes close, Just for a blink
But thoughts, images BY THE MILLIONS FLOOD MY MIND!!
Imagine the possibilities?
I stop. I come to this...this one situation.
I see myself, am i one of them?
I'm gossiping? I'm Bickering? I'm socializing?
But yes, I'm smiling, The look of happiness!!
Do i really fit in now?!
But of course, i open my eyes..
Only to find bits and pieces of food thrown at me.
I have become the center of attention.
But for the wrong reasons.
Is this how I'm viewed?
The laughing stock?
For my pain,
Comes other people's pleasures?
If they actually get to know who i am.
If they actually knew me.