'Suicide...' (Poem)

[Chaser's Apprentice]

My friends don't really care for me;
I'm on my own tonight.
My family has no say in this.
I'll find my way to light.

There's never been a person
Who's ever told me not.
No one ever close to me,
Who's ever givin' a thought

So if my life subsides today
As I am sure it will,
Will there be anybody
To love my body still?

On this night I see a rope
On my bedroom shelf.
There's nothing else to do with life.
I take it against my health.

Tying it to my ceiling
I think of my life before:
Filled with horrible memories,
Not a single one to adore.

This wooden chair below my feet:
It's keeping me alive;
It won't really be so difficult
To simply kick it aside.

But there's so much to look forward to:
This life can't end this way.
And so I just can't do this now;
My life is going to stay.

But from the door I hear a knock!
My clumsiness arrives.
The single chair sustaining me,
Is causing me to die.

My life is flashing before my eyes,
It wasn't so bad after all.
I did have friends; they were so kind
Yet they're slowly starting to fall.

And so, with contentment in my mind,
I have no reason to cry.
My mom peaks in through the door:
She's sadly watching me die.

'<GOEZ DEMYX, LUXORD, AND HAPPY FEETZ>'