I am so happy. You've always been like some freaking enigma that I knew too much about. Deadly and powerful, yet normal as well as beautiful. You're thrilling. You have always been. And now we are this, and it's hilarious -- we both don't understand why it feels so normal. Why the hell does it feel so normal. And I can't believe I have you. <3 You're everything. You. For as long as we want this. I never imagined I'd earn that. When I loved you it was some trivial weird quirk of mine, I thought. All these years, lol. All this time. Mutual. I couldn't have asked for a better surprise in life. You're what I've been waiting for. My entire life, the suspicions, the doubts, the discoveries that connect to you -- I want to believe I was meant to have you. I really don't understand how I'm so fortunate. And I really wish I was a better kisser.